Stanley, Stanley I don’t understand how this emotion or what
this emotion is but all feel is this warmth when you’re near me or the words
get stuck in my tongue like stutter.
When you bumped into me, my heart knocked the books from arms and across
the floor…. (Touch his face) when I realised it was you I didn't know what to
do because all that echoed in my brain was THOUGHT CRIMANAL…. THOUGHT CRIMANAL and
I didn't understand. I'm ready to take the risk… but only if you are. The
feelings I have aren't natural but they’re here and there still true feelings.
The betting that we will get caught is high but at least we died trying.
(Slowly walks around looking round looking at every detail) My mind is made up
of how I feel and I can’t change unless you brain wash me into changing my
mind. I don’t know whether to admit it
to you yet about how I feel as I'm scared myself but this is the only risk I
will ever take in my life which yes may
cost my life but I am willing to take it. The most important thing is where
together … here right now and that’s all that matters right?
If Big Brother hears what I'm saying or thinking I dare to
think what they would do to me. My heart fears when I think this… but I think
of you and it’s all worth it. Things
they do to people when if they find about thought crime are horrible but if I
can just have a another second with you it would be worth it.
I can I finally say it without being scared… I love you
Written by Chloe Harris
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